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PAIGE ANDERS CHRONICLES – 6

So there you have it. That’s how I met Janet and with a few good months and long conversations spent swallowed by the couch and gallons of ice cream, we became friends. She encouraged me to drop the dealing – which wasn’t too easy. Buster had got a little dependent on me being his top seller and all. But things worked out in the end. I needed a real, new job then. So Janet got me started at the diner.Tommy was always such an easy pushover that we both knew it be a good start for me. He was so giddy that some one else showed even the slightest interest in his business that he hired me on the spot. Not even a background check.

And now we circle back to today, where I had to force the poor guy to even let me go. I mean, I was terrible at my job, possibly even giving his diner a bad rep. But still….

Like I had said before, it was perfect timing. Even planned, some could say. Now it was time to plan out the easy stuff. The murder, right? You’re still waiting on the name. The one who I’ve been waiting to snap like a twig.

Maybe you think it’s Rodney? With all his corruption and dire need to see myself dead. But no, he’s still in jail and will be there for many years to come. Likely his heart will go before he even gets close to parole.

Tommy, maybe? True that I”m not a fan of hipsters, but I’m not that cruel.

Buster? Well, honestly he’s not much of a threat. Remember, I said it all worked out in the end.

Trevor, of course, is who you’ve got in mind now. He seems the easy pick. All the anger and downward spiral started with him. My ability to trust ended with him. My life was torn apart because of him. Sure, he seems like an obvious motive. One very good reason. But honestly, I don’t even know the guy’s real name. And in the end, wasn’t he just doing his job? Is the jeopardy of my life worth ending his?

No.

Let me help you out a little more.

I told you I made a lot of money for Rodney. A lot of money. I also told you I couldn’t spend it. I looked for a good launderer time to time, but no one really ever gave me the right feeling. Launderers are necessarily known for having clean hands. So most of that cash was just spent on the everyday things. Groceries, gas, clothes, etc. All the necessities of life.

Rodney couldn’t spend a lot of his amount either, so he entrusted it to me. To “take care of it.” In other words – hide it. When the Feds busted in that day, there was good amount of cash in the safe – hell – probably even laying out on the tables with the product right beside it. But that was by no means all of it. No, that half a million they looted was just a small percent. The rest of it had been carefully placed in a remote location for safe keeping, just as Rodney had asked of me. Even Trevor didn’t learn that secret.

They grilled me so many times about the rest of the cash. But poor, doe eyed me just placed it off to my distraught mother’s erratic spending and “I don’t know where he kept it – why don’t you just ask him?” Him being Rodney, of course. And the irony is even Rodney never to knew the final location of the money since I had a habit of moving it every two weeks or so. He would always say I was the one who knew and I would say it was him. Neither of us put up a good case to believe, but it was enough to hold them off.

But you see? Being that the Feds never go the final answer,  they knew that it would still be out there somewhere. And I knew that they would continue to watch me in hopes that one day I would lead them right to it. Desperation is a driving force that will make people do a lot of crazy things.

And they’re right.

I am becoming desperate. Real life is hard. Even harder when you know your future could be so easy if only you could get your hands on even a quarter of what you have stashed.

Are you on to me now?

I’m the one that’s going to be axed. I need to disappear and my death seems like it’s the only way to give me the best options.

And imagine…a life started with a clean slate? A completely new me.

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BOOK REVIEW: In the Woods

Author: Tana French
Genre: Mystery
Rating: 4 out of 5 stars

Man has it been a while since I reviewed a book! You might ask, why is this? Well, honestly it’s because I haven’t really read a book that I felt was worth my time in reviewing in a long while. I’m a pretty picky reader and I don’t apologize for it at all : )
In the Woods is a mystery novel by author Tana French that takes place in a fictional Dublin suburb. The story takes off first with a gripping background history of the lead character, Rob (Adam) Ryan, as a child found in the woods near his house. He is unable to say what happened to himself – or his missing friends.
We then fast forward quite a few years and Ryan is now a detective working on the Dublin Murder Squad and is called to a case with his partner, Cassie Maddox, for a new crime committed in the same woods where he was once found. A gruesome killing of a young girl is immediately evident and questions speculate as to why she was left admist an archaeological dig site. The new case starts popping questions about the old one and brings several respectable theories as to the how and why that will keep you guessing.
I really enjoyed this book as it kept me entertained through the use of two mysteries, one cold and one hot, and French also took the time to really develop the characters. Most mystery novels I read today are very short and popularized so that the plot keeps moving at a non-relenting pace, which often keeps character development at bay. But this novel does a fairly good job at it. Watching Ryan’s character unfold is just as important of an element as solving the actual case(s).
My only complaint

**SPOILER ALERT**
is that French never actually has the cold case solved. You are just kind of left with a fleeting feeling that Ryan will find his peace, but the annoying angst that you will never know the true how and why. I personally speculate a stranger, homeless perhaps, that was living in the abandoned property in the woods with some mental issues. But I will unfortunately will never know…or perhaps French did this on purpose as so many cases in reality are truly left in this same manner? The families and victims just have to find their own peace even though justice will never be gained.
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If you are in the mood for a good, hearty mystery with a heavy Irish heritage and interesting characters, this one is for you. Enjoy!

JUST FINISHED: A Clockwork Orange

Author: Anthony Burgess
Genre: Dystopian Fiction
Rating: 4 out of 5 stars

O my brothers, what an interesting read.  A Clockwork Orange is a dystopian novel about a young teen named Alex set in England. The world is quite different from the one of today with many young people, who refer to their gangs as “droogs,” running amuck in the night hours and committing violent crimes. Alex appears to not have any moral compass and has created for himself a life of “ultra-violence” and an imagined superiority amongst his fellow peers. This novel explores his exploits and the consequences that come with them, should he ever be caught.

There were two standout themes that I found unique to this read. The first is the slang that Burgess created for the young teenage characters which is referred to as Nadsat. According to some light research, he created it from a Russian-influenced English. Now when I first started this book, I was a little discouraged that the heavy use of this ‘made-up’ language was a little much for me but I realized by the time I was into the third chapter that I was reading it just as smoothly as regular old English. And it actually became quite fun. I would even read a few paragraphs to some friends out of the blue just to get their reaction and then continue on. I’ve also gotten into the bad habit of saying viddy instead of saw…but I’ll work on it : )

**SPOILER ALERT**

The second theme that stood out was when Alex was captured by the rozzes (police) and imprisoned. He was able to get the early release by agreeing to a new special treatment. This treatment basically rewired his brain to immediately feel sick and in pain when he either thought, saw, or tried to commit a violent or immoral act. Essentially, it was the government’s way of eliminating crime altogether. But what they created was person who no longer has a choice to act in the manner they choose. The elimination of free-will. That then begs the question: if one cannot choose to act to their own will, are they even human? What is a human without error? The other thought-line I enjoyed out of this was how did this government decide what was right and wrong? What governed that standard and who was to say that was correct?

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Oh – and I can’t forget the irony in Alex’s character for having a hysterical passion for classical music. Most people would never think a person that cherished such a fine art form could also perpetrate such vehement cruelty.

I do want to put a warning for the weak stomachs out there as this novel will delve into violence with full force, even if it is in the Nadsat slang. However, do note that Burgess is not promoting violence in the novel, but using it as a vehicle to pose the thematic questions and shape the characters.

If you are in the mood for a book with creative language that questions the limits of free will, this once is for you.